Do not know why, came out society. Did not know why to come to Shenzhen. My life my dream everything my gives a change at a draught. When coming July last year, the condition in the home is bad, of dancing of father mother tearful eyes send a station me. Gave me 1000 yuan of only savings in the home. I had fastened a face, a word with voice afflictive eye also skips not to come out. such. Did the train of 2 days of 2 night. I the Shenzhen that from Shanxi a little known little village comes to to talent many. Began me work career.
When just coming, a person also is not known. I faced a variety of pressure with economy and helpless loneliness. Besides ticket I arrived I leave this land many 800. Dare not live guesthouse, because be afraid that buck is very quick,give out. So I leased a building hastily. The house is very broken. There is rat actually in corridor. I had not seen roach. Strong frightened me jump. But the house is very bad to search. This first put up with is worn. House cash pledge 600. Chummage 600. From which do I come which much money? I say a good word to landlord only. Landlord is an old lady. See my girl is not easy. Accepted deposit first. Say chummage can default a month.
That is summer, be when Shenzhen is the hottest. The building that I lease is in 7 buildings. Iron sheet is above. I hot am essential suffocative come. I had paid articles for daily use without surplus money. Be in deserted in the house that whats do not have. Spread my mom on the ground to my blanket. Containing tear go off. The future that I do not know me is how / . A few days when just came, I am almost acedia. . . . . . .
Other not, but the persistence of northerner is not afraid of bear hardships I have however. That moment does not have money. Went chummage has a meal, there are many 100 only on the body. I must apply for a job rapidly. Can be me when coming, do not have even card of high school graduation. Also do not know how deliver resume. Do not know in native place resume is what thing at all. The Id that more important is me or temporarily (because of when coming, Id was lost, did for lash-up temporarily) what I think at that time is very simple. Do not say to go out 2 days to find the job. Live to had been met next. . . . My full longing.
But I am injudicious, where do I know. I just resemble the Shenzhen of talent many is a sand in the sea. How ordinary how can't bear biff. I am written down very clearly, that is 7 years July 4, I come the 4th day of Shenzhen. See the help wanted of roadside, see that inviting treatment. Of my what the society enters first excitedly ran over. Did not become want to let others cheat 73 my only RMBs. I just discover I was cheated. Do not have money, did not work, do not have support, do not have a friend, leave one's native place. I am strong was hit. I cried. . . . Very casual I what cry cried. . . I forgot burning hot forgot dignity to forget a circumstance. I cried. . . . . .
But I was not Koed! After going back, I washed a face. Too tired. I was asleep. . . . . In the middle of the night I am heated up sleep to be not worn. Look at a sky. A lot of people are wrangling outside. The sound somebody that fight puts the voice of the song. In my heart abrupt and special calm. I think carefully. Want to solve my bread first. One I did not sleep in the evening. Adjust good intention condition, I cheer bosomy vital energy to oneself. Receive with smiling face tomorrow. . . . .
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